seasons

We go through seasons of life. for me, this is exciting. i love change. i love new. i love moving. i love new people, new friends. Then there are always things that stay for seasons or for most of your life. im thankful that God keeps me guessing. He keeps me on my toes. I think it is important for each of us to "find" ourselves. My sister told me something like when you give yourself to Jesus, you're real self comes out. i think this is true. when we keep searching for Jesus, we find more and more of who we are. God made me to be who i am. He made you to be who you are. When we become Christians, He refines us. He doesnt change us. I believe that we have gifts from him. A tagger could turn to Jesus and become a great artist!! i hate seeing tagging around town because they are talented people a lot of times. and it breaks my heart that their talent is wasted on street signs and such. but anyhoo. back to refining. we dont define Christians by how we look or what we do. its the intentions. is on our relationship with Jesus.

Im still finding who i am. this is what i know about who i truely am. I love people. i love friendships. i love smiling. my laugh is loud and i rejoice in it. i love dancing. i love singing. i love worship. i love teaching people about Jesus. i love going out. i like a social drink with friends. i love when people can give me energy (sometimes i really need it). frowning is pointless. i cry when Jesus overwhelms me. I've learned its ok to be mad at God. He can take it. I've learned loving and laughing are the keys to entering into peoples lives. I dont like things extremely planned out. Im spontaneous. i go with the flow. i love road trips. even to the same places. its always different. im hardly serious. i believe this life is too short to walk around being serious. im serious about friendships. im serious about trusting God. i love my dad. i turn friends into family. i secretly want sleeves (yeah tattoos) but i'm too scared to do it. i love music. i love music. i really do love music. i have a hard time sharing real stuff with people. like problems and hardships. i can listen. but i only tell few about me. i love art. i love drawing, taking pictures. im a computer geek. im independent.

im still finding, how to let others take care of me. how to accept compliments. Where im going in life. who God will give me as a husband someday (in the far future....i think...lol). how to trust God that things i desire in my heart will be given to me in his time. a family, a dog, etc. hehe. i feel like i have to take care of people. so choices can be based on that. i have lots of questions but i know they will come in time.

i love seasons. and i love people. :) what makes you who you are? who are you?