head over heals in love.

you know when you first meet someone. and for the first little while they are perfect. and if you could fall in love, you would. that feeling that they are wonderful. welcome to my life with Jesus. i've known him for about a year and a half. and i'm sooooo in love. this last sunday at church was great at worship. (for those that may not know, the worship im speaking of is singing songs of praises to God). i got lost in it. i forgot where i was. i was just calling out to Jesus. i got home, and sang more in my room. i got lost in him again. i dont know how long i was singing but i was lost in his love. He is that perfect love. the one that never lets ya down. that never condemns when you mess up because it is going to happen. rather he corrects. hes funny. and loves to tease me about things. he teaches me new things constantly. he gives me great friends and family. people in my life like amanda petey kylie lisa and soooo many others. these people that support me. but back to the love of my life. hes perfect. he makes me smile everyday, and helps me rest at nite. i cant help but sing out to him. i know it is only monday nite, but i have been singing to him as much as i can since sunday morning. he calms my worrying. worrying does me no good. he constantly tries to please me and give me blessings! and my blessings are truely overflowing. i pray that someday i can have a husband much like him. someone i can be crazy about. someone that will make me laugh and smile every morning til nite. a year and a half. im not bored. im excited and somehow keep falling more in love with him. im excited for the future ahead. i know it is good. i will continue to walk in the blessings he has for me. i thank jesus for knowing my heart and consuming it. i thank him for refining and not radically changing me. i thank him that i dont have to fit some mold, and that he came and broke that mold. i need him and love him. hes always been there and never let me down. im never lonely. im head over heals in love.